Triton I bet my body for my body. My sex becomes medical waste. Somewhere an insurance agent checks the paperwork. Purple orchids, yellow orchids, gifts. A machine vacuums blood from the surgical site. When the chaplain discreetly comes out to me, I confess. I ask the nurse on the night shift, “Is that the Moon?” The night before, my mother texted “Sorry, no.” I blocked her number. I told only one of my blood sisters. When asked what I wanted for breakfast, I said rice. I used a spirometer to keep my lungs from collapsing. I regretted not meditating with the chaplain. I was told no. I was told no. No one stayed but nurses. My surgeon loved how the flowers grew. Summer had passed and I bore a new weight. |
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